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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Nostalgia and Strange Eating


As I was doing some necessary grocery shopping this evening (the absence of washed sugar, brown sugar or any kind of sweetener in my cupboards finally forced me out of my bat cave...) I came across a particular brand of sardines that I particularly love!

I love it so much so that whenever I do get my hands on a can, I hide it in unusual places so that my dad can't get his hands on it before I open it to consume the sardines. This came about since my dad and I have a serious competition going on when it comes to eating that kind of sardines (yet we both wait for the other person to buy it instead of buying it for ourselves, and then we eat what the other bought....now isn't that as clear as mud?).

Popping the flat, square can with rounded corners into my shopping basket, I was suddenly hit by a wave of nostalgia and tried to remember food which I like to eat (there are a lot!) but which I don't indulge in (quite a few on the list actually)...either due to price, availability, season or something which I term let-me-practice-self-control-I-can-do-so-too!

I am aware it is a ridiculous notion, but sometimes it makes me feel satisfied that I can control my urges for food which would normally have me salivating like a dog when it sees a juicy bone. 

Then again, there are also some types of food that I can think of which amuses me - due to the memories associated with them, or the process by which I make them disappear from this world.



"Mabuti" sardinas con salsa de tomate - these Portuguese sardines have approximately five (5) fishes in the small flat cans and could range in price from Php 99 (years ago) to Php 160. When I feel my appetite abandoning me (yes, Virginia it happens!) I open a can, then grab a pack of Skyflakes or some toasted pan de sal. I usually just eat one or two pieces of the sardines, and put away the can in the ref for the next meal. Anticipation makes me look forward to finishing the whole lot in the next 24 hours.
Sometimes I pour olive oil and tomato paste into the container, but it never tastes as good as the original sauce. My dad and I mop up the insides of an empty can with our bread when we do get to the final fishes..uhm..I mean pieces.....


Green tea ice cream
- I cannot always get this at Japanese restaurants and its an expensive indulgence...so when I sometimes see a Häagen-Dazs freezer, I stand in front of the freezer and try to pick out (only with my eyes though) the pint or cup which has this flavor. Then, keeping that picture in my mind's eye, I fantasize about making my own cup of green tea ice cream and continue on my errands.

Well....either that or go home and brew some green tea and add sugar and milk and pretend that its the green tea ice cream...which has melted or phased into another form.  Hmmmm, that reminds me that we have an ice cream maker at our house..which my dad bought ages ago (back in the '80s). When I asked him why, he was probably pulling my leg when he said, he did it in case Magnolia stops selling ice cream :-)



Crispy chicken skin - this harks back to the days when my maternal grandmother roasted native chicken (bisayang manok) for my dad whenever we visited her in  the town of Sibonga, Cebu. I do not relish eating chicken meat (I still avoid chicken though I can eat it on occasion for the sake of politeness), but there is something really uplifting about inhaling the aroma of cooked "tanglad" (lemongrass) stuffed inside a chicken which is roasted over hot coals.

And lest I forget, there is also a "come-hither" effect on me every time I see a roasted chicken's golden-brown crispy skin encasing its shapely body. Ehem....I only like eating chicken skin though...and since my dear Lola P and dad indulged me when it came to chicken, by the time the roasted chicken (aka sinugbang manok) arrived at the table to be given to my dad or shared with visitors, it would be in all its skinless glory.

This is why I've never wondered why they called chicken displayed in the supermarkets as "dressed chicken".  Obviously, the ones I had already gone through were the undressed ones...or at least that is how I view it now. My mom always teasingly commented upon seeing the very bare chicken on display: "Nag-hubo na ang manok."  literal translation: "The chicken has undressed". Doesn't it remind you of bold stars?...



Durian candy from Davao - I'm sure you've seen the kind which is flat and rectangular, probably more than 6 inches in length and about 1.5 inches wide..by 1/8 inch thick? Every time I received this type of candy from my relatives in Davao, I used to nibble it centimeter by centimeter (or maybe millimeter by millimeter) until all that was left was the wrapper (probably took me an hour or two to finish the whole thing). I took really small bites of the candy, so much so that maybe that bite may be non-existent and I just had a swipe of the candy's taste on my tongue. Go figure.


Horlicks (chocolate tablets) - think Ovalteenies if this is a BMT (before-my-time) thing for you. My dad used to buy them for me when I was in grade school, but sadly I don't think its being manufactured anymore right now, or at least this is not in the Philippine market these days. I would open the jar, take out a number of tablets and arrange them on a napkin or plate. Then, I would put a chocolate tablet standing up-side in my mouth and crunch on one side of it. There is always a side of the tablet, where that "face" of the tablet falls off like a piece of paper. If you crunch on the wrong side, the tablet crumbles. I had great fun trying to figure out which side, then eating first the side which fell out, then the tablet itself.


Banana-flavored toothpaste - aww-may-gulay! I suddenly remember this as I type away....I was either in  Grade 1 or Nursery when I used to swallow little bits of this toothpaste...and not during the nightly-brush-your-teeth-before-you-sleep ritual too. I make an -eewww! sound now that I think back to how I could have done it, but somehow in my mind I can only remember how deliciously it all tasted.

All this reminiscing is making me hungry.

I better stop here and eat my dinner (looks over leftovers on kitchen top): cut-up tomatoes with vinegar, oil and feta cheese with jalapeno, a few pieces of over-toasted french bread which are  probably as hard as rocks, one slightly-burned pan de sal, a bottle of buko juice, a couple of kiat-kiats, two jaffa viennese, a few pieces of chili-flavored crispy seaweed snack and  sweetened yogurt...till next time!


Jan 24, '08 8:46 PM

for everyone

Monday, December 24, 2007

Christmas Cheers from Cebu City


Dec 24, 2007 - 11:50 pm:
I had written a nice, long blog....  
Then Mozilla Firefox encountered an error and I lost it all -
pictures, words, and thoughts...
oh well....c'est la vie...

at Lai Garden, SM Cebu
So I'm keeping to the short version
(which has the very basic recent photos taken yesterday and today and of course the thoughts that I wish to convey) .
In the final run, this is what I would just be saying -
at A Taste of Mandarin, Gaisano Country Mall, Cebu
From my dear dad and mom -  Nene and VK                                                                                                                                                                       
and my good ole Russian friend Stoli -
who is keeping me company while I surf,
(dad is snoozing and mom is cooking the prawns - yummy fave - for noche buena)

                       
"Merry Christmas!!!"
from an island in the Pacific
- Cebu City!
at my work table

Here's to the best Christmas ever!

*hic, hic, hic*
 (that was Stoli, not me!)


- Posted on Dec 24, '07 11:56 PM for everyone

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Haynaku sa haiku...


Its been a long, long while since I ever wrote anything literary...I think I've forgotten that part of my life way back when I was a teenager.

Back in high school at STC (St. Theresa's College), words were powerful, fun and were something I wasn't comfortable muttering out loud since I had a tendency to speak very fast - jumbling my speech since my mouth couldn't catch up with what I thought I wanted to share. Still, I enjoyed English subjects and didn't shirk my duty as a student when we had to turn in our random written formal and informal theme assignments.

During college at CIT (Cebu Institute of Technology University), words were superflous, unimportant, and fleeting to me...except when they became part of a computer program. 

One didn't think about diction, rhythm, rhyme or the resulting impact on the heart and thoughts on people who read one's scribbles. One only had to think of logic and reason and syntax although structure was important in a way. I left behind my habit of reading classics and novels, and concentrated on poring over lines and lines of code. Debugging was some thing I enjoyed..especially if it was other people's programs.

Did you ever see this comic strip featuring a programmer-applicant and his interviewer? 
The latter said the programmer was superlative in Cobol, Pascal, Fortran and C (during my time, those where some of the languages we gave instructions to the computer!)  It was just too bad the applicant was "lousy" in English. Sometimes I feared being lumped into a particular segment of software developers - tolerably good in coding and logic; and tolerably passable in English.

Now and then, I become nostalgic, and I wonder wistfully whatever happened to the copies of the bunch of poems, stories, anecdotes I had submitted in our English classes more than 2 decades ago. I liked limericks, I liked puns. I enjoyed breaking into Walt Whitman's "O Captain, my Captain! our fearful trip is done;" once in a while. I enjoyed a little bit of Shakespeare and a little bit of Robert Browning. I read Canterbury Tales in the loo. Ok, so I read Nancy Drew too.

I enjoyed various pieces of works but it wasn't something I put a whole lot of my mind into. Some people could ponder and ruminate about great works and I? I was content just standing by and listening slash reading these words. At worst they floated like a wavering ghostly figure past my ears...at best they left a very subtle footprint on my cerebral cortex. Pfft!

I write this now since I had the urge to type about something I felt 10 minutes ago. I felt I missed going 
back to scribbling words on random pieces of paper and sticking them in various places. I wanted to write haiku at 2 in the morning, because when prompted, I can only remember one I wrote during my high school graduation...maybe because it meant something personal to me then. 

Since life at that point seemed to be complicated and exciting, full of various adventures and trails unknown. I wanted to express how I thought all the years of schooling (and waking up early!) culminated at last in that grand transformation. I was a young lady primed to go into the world of....college.

That haiku went this way -

green caterpillar,
spinning a silver cocoon....
metamorphosis!

At this moment though, I just want to randomly write more 5-7-5 lines because my work nowadays seem so far away from any creative leaning. I feel like I am slipping...into a world of contracts, timelines, milestones, engagement margins - everything is so cut and dried! so... so...blah! Hmm...how descriptive of me...is that the best adjective I can come up with?

Wait-a-minute!..I am determined! Before I sign off, I must come up with one haiku! Maybe that will jump-start my brain. Maybe that will get my creative juices flowing. Maybe that will balance out my mind? Or maybe I can just say ..never mind the 5-7-5-7-7...just write the darn thing before your muscles lock in this position in front of your laptop!

Well, here goes nothing - let's give it a shot then - it is not as if I was aspiring to become an award-winning writer...I just need another outlet once in a while so I can find my swing.

first raindrop trembles
poised on a withered leaf-tip..
falling on a frog -
slide and disappear into...
the cracked lips of thirsty Earth.

In tribute to my love of frogs, the rainy weather we are having and last but not the least, here's to Mother 
Earth!

- Nov 22, '07 3:14 AM

Thursday, November 1, 2007

Japanese-Cook-Wannabe, Entry # 1


Nov 1, '07 3:36 PM
for everyone

Yesterday, I finally visited the out-of-the-way Japanese grocery/sushi bar I had noticed at least 6 months ago. This was tucked into the corner near Landmark and Park Square's parking area/jeep terminal lot.

Alas and alack, I found out that they were doing the "all-items at  50%" since Park Square is going to be torn down and replaced by a hotel. October 31 was their last day! What a waste that I didn't know about it earlier or else I could have found a way to cart home the Japanese rice, sake, and other ingredients.

As it was, I was partially satisfied to finally find the pink thingie (I call it that in my mind, but which is I think what is known as a"Sakura denpo"), used in the kani salad during that Jap food fest, as well as a couple of Japanese snacks e.g. Green tea pretzels, spicy seaweed strips, and Japanese pancake to name a few.

Anyway, it has now inspired me to share a series on Japanese food - whether I am the cook, the eater, the researcher; whether its about preparation, etiquette, eating etc.; whether I am expounding, cutting and pasting from articles, quoting verbatim or rattling my head off foolishly - it will be anything goes my way style.

Today, there will be two simple topics for me to write about.

I. Japanese cooking flavors

Saltiness, sweetness and sourness. Obvious, ne?  ("ne" is like an expression in Nihonggo..like "di ba"?)
The listed flavours above can be produced by using in tandem or individually the following basic ingredients:

  • soy sauce (I hear the japs may be pronouncing this as soy-sosu hehehe)
  • Japanese rice wine or "sake"
  • miso (soya bean paste which has been fermented)
  • mirin (variant of sake with sugar)
  • sea salt
  • caster sugar
  • last but not least, dashi (Japanese stock produced from dried bonito...or dried kelp)


II. Eating Etiquette

Chopsticks or "o-hashi" is a Chinese invention that has been assimilated into the Jap culture. While I will not attempt anymore to describe here the correct way to hold them, let me share with you some of the basic principles of etiquette in eating Japanese food with or without chopsticks.

1. Do not spear your food with chopsticks (sashi-bashi).

2. Do not use your chopsticks to pull a dish toward you or push it away from you (yose-bashi).

3. Do not hold your chopsticks over a dish while deciding what to eat (mayoi-bashi).

4. Never pass food between chopsticks. This mimics the Buddhist practice of handling the bones of the dead (hashi-watashi). Urgh.

5. Unless you are a lefty, use your left hand to hold the rice bowl and your right hand to use your chopsticks to scoop up the rice.

6. Japanese noodles can be slurped with much enthusiasm while holding the noodles between your chopsticks. But Japanese soups should be sipped with uhm...a little less enthusiam :-)

7. If you are in a formal situation, do not eat food directly from a large, communal dish. First place food from the large dish into the small dish provided for your portion and then take food from that.

And so I bid you a fond itadakimasu! (いただきます)! 

(This is uttered before eating as it is like thanking God for the food that you have received or at least thanking the person who prepared the food you are now about to eat.)

Monday, August 27, 2007

3 day weekend, snooze or...?



Aug 27, '07 11:18 PM
for everyone

August 2007 had meant two 3-day weekends...one on August 20 and another on August 27. And what did I do on those exciting long weekends?

Well....*taps chin thoughtfully*...aside from watching "Ratatouille", and doing the routine grocery-shopping (am on a bagel diet these days because as Chiara would say I got infected with tamaditis) and the weekend chores - and the unavoidable tv-watching and internet-surfing (at least on my first 3 day weekend)...well...nothing else except trying to erase my eyebags by catching up on more sleep.

True, I suffered from a pesky migraine starting Saturday morning last week (probably brought about by too by too much drinking of hot choco since Thursday)...but I admit, quite shamefacedly, that I only managed to rouse myself on August 27 to go out. I kept getting held back by Skycable!

There was an old movie of Sly Stallone (Escape to Victory in Cinemax), Midsommer Murders (on Hallmark), two Star Trek movies (I love Star Trek), CSI Las Vegas, The Da Vinci Code, and then a drama about a father and his estranged daughter (quite a long title so I forgot)..and so on and so forth.
...but weirdly, no anime...because my fave supplier in Glorietta for this is not there anymore. Oh dear, and they still owe me replacements for defective disks (Evangelion movie and a couple of Card Captor Sakura as well as GetBackers). The last series I bought from them was "Flame of Recca"...and ..its being shown on Animax..but as usual...in corny English dialogue. Bleargh!

I forgot that I was supposed to exchange a defective USB mouse, and that I had only 1 chicken egg in my ref. I just went out with no goal in mind. I just happily rambled about the household sale in Landmark...and the main thing which caught my eye is the item below. *sigh*

My shopping gene is dormant these days...but I found the wind chime amusing and conveniently forgot that I am not supposed to put holes or hooks (unless they be temporary ones) on my walls or ceiling. I finally found another use for the water sprinkler spout. Hopefully the fish chime would not be drenched ....ever!


And then! And then I find when I finally checked on Multiply tonight...that it would have been a great treat to just transport myself to Tagaytay and tuck myself in the corner of Sir B's and Ms. G's home...and eat pork binagoongan or whatever was on their table. *sighs again* ah well....next time!

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Tagged: Random facts about la gatita



Aug 19, '07 3:38 AM




I almost missed this..but whadda ya know? I got tagged by MeAnn..so here I am.....I will try my best to post something na di masyadong scandalous..or masyadong boring *grin*  I am unsure though if these are known or unknown facts to the readers..so..patience my dears!

The problem though..kc na-tag na yata lahat yung mga religious and consistent bloggers na multipliers sa network ko..so what do do about tagging other people? (tagged na sina Ms G, Sir B, Chiara, Pearl, Nona, Jack, BNK, Faith....ubos na...naku..)

Here are the rules (acc to Garp ba?) ~

1.) In the 8 facts about [name], you share 8 things that your readers don't know about you. At the end, you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2.) Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3.) At the end of the post, a blogger needs to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4.) Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Uno:

Although I love cats in pictures, stories, movies etc...I have never had a pet cat!  Takot kc ako maging allergic sa cat hair... I had dogs of various breeds, fishes like the common goldfish and the intelligent arowana (she got to be about 22 inches long too, while the other was a shorter 10 inches), hamster, rabbit, chickens, ducks, goat, doves, parrot, mynah...etc..but no el gato or el gatita...*mewls piteously*

Dos:

Until now, I still enjoy reading romance stories like Mills and Boone, Silhouette, Harlequin.....but only if its free reading at National Bookstore...hehehe...I do not buy them now, but I feel very fond of them because when I was in elementary and high school, these formed a large percentage of my reading fare. I guess I improved my english by reading these stories...but I blame them for my being quite romantic and idealistic also..parang naghahanap ako ng knight in shining armor in those days... (I admit there were a couple of Barbara Cartlands thrown in once in a while..there was this one novel of hers which had a devil-worshipping cult..honest!..it was made into a tv-movie...hinanap ko yon para lang mabasa ko....)

Tres:

I am scared stiff of BIG, GARGANTUAN, GIGANTIC, hairy spiders. Blame it on seeing a movie during my very young, impressionable years  - a horror film featuring these *shivers* arachnids blownup to house-size...BUT...I love playing with the cute "kaka"  as we call them - the little spiders young boys put in (posporo) matchboxes and engage in these little fights...

Cuatro:

I've got a very sensitive nose...a whiff of smoke from somebody who smoked in a room? Even 2 hours later I can sense it and complain about it...thats why I hate cigarette smoke..and I try to not linger in a room which has strong smells..even if its a US$ 10K  branded perfume..I either feel dizzy or have a migraine after inhaling strong scents..

Cinco:

As long as I am sleeping and not woken up by noise or movement, even if its as chilly as the inside of a refrigerator in the room I am sleeping in and I don't have a blanket covering me - my body is toasty-warm when I wake up. It is as if when I am asleep I am shielded from mosquito bites and cold air.....my parents told me that when I was a baby all cute and cuddly in my crib, I'd throw a tantrum by stomping my feet on my crib if my lordly slumbers were interrupted because the electric fan (which was usually facing my crib and not rotating around) would be turned off or away from my body....I like cold weather...as long as di nag snowstorm...

Seis:

My cycle of cleaning mi casa is like a seesaw....there are days or months where its so organized, even the spices are arranged alphabetically - with matching price and date bought, and the CR is smelling like lysol or orange all the time..but there are also days that only a computer can keep track of how each item got organized...because its all bedlam! no rhyme or reason whatsoever.  It really depends on my mood. I can be as OC as the next OC in this group, but I can be as disorganized as the next person. The only thing which is regular is my dishwashing, garbage-throwing and laundry.

Seite:

I dislike the color yellow. Before, it used to make me want to puke...but now I am not like that anymore. My fave color is RED....it can be seen in the number of red-colored clothes I have in Cebu....but I also like black....and black turtlenecks were a stable of my wardrobe before....but since its a tropical country, I don't wear black that often because I am the type of person who sweats very easily. Drat it. I sweat like a pig...*sweatdrops*

Ocho:

I don't have a big appetite *innocent look*...I just like eating and tasting different food...honest! its just that.....I just forget that I'd already eaten a lot when I'm deep in conversation with friends....


Finito....

P.S. will see if I can tag these friends and be successful -
1.  Manang K (kaiyen)
2.  PD (princess diana)
3. EmeraldJecko (shirluv)
4.  Mickey (or si Jack kaya? di ko kayo nakikita, date kayo ng date kasi)
5.  Dyaneen (Janine...well actually si Claire {sintclaired} nilagay dito originally pero alam ko tamad yang batang yan mag post...hanggang tinggin lang yan usually hehehe)
6. Evangeline Logon (eslogon)
7. Ruela
8. Doreen

Friday, August 17, 2007

21 years have passed by like a drop of rain


August 12, 2007 (Sunday)- After watching a movie murder whodunit on cable and taking a long-distance call from Cebu...I trooped downstairs on the building where I currently live and I met up with waiting-for-more-than-15-minutes Paul Sy - an old friend, college classmate/batch mate (CIT, Computer Science pioneers) and a fellow Cebuano...who I've known way back in nineteen eight six. 


I first came across Paul when he was knee high to a grasshopper (hmm....maybe not knee high?.....maybe its better to say that he was as tall as the grasshopper?).


And I can certainly remember his shenanigans and idiosyncrasies which drove other people mad during our teenage years, even his love-team-mate in our class..hehehe...ah...nostalgia anyone?

Everything was simpler then and we were all incorrigible teasers...I remember a question I asked him during summer classes - "Paul Sy, are you going to take up Pol Sci?" *ignores glare from said guy*

He had arrived from Hong Kong (or maybe another country in Asia) a couple of weeks ago, and said he'd like to meet up with me in Makati so he could drop off something for me ... uhmm... 'pasalubong' ? Of course I will be generous enough to receive it.....enough said *grin*. I tried to get in touch with other classmates I had in Manila to see if they could also come over....

It makes me sad that my college batch mates and I who are in Manila never get to see each other together at the same time..

- Aug 17, 2007 1:16 AM